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Sam Kessler
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LIFE UPDATE

Journal Entry: Tue Mar 31, 2015, 11:46 AM

I do not normally post about this stuff here but it’s relevant to my functionality and presence on this site

After more than a year, my anxiety is creeping back, and for the first time in my life I may be suffering from a form of low-grade depression

This explains the months of inability to draw happily or animate, to do schoolwork, the reason no music sounds right and no food tastes good, the reason I am full of fear when talking to my dearest friends and loved ones. It may be the reason I’m unable to validate emotions and memories, and it is the reason for the constant flood of inspirational posts that, for the most part, were intended to help me and remind me

I will be seeing a doctor and possibly starting therapy soon but I do not intend to reduce my presence here. I will still be here too much and I will attempt to draw when I can. Thank you all for bearing with me, especially my commissioners who have waited far too many months for the simplest of pieces



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  • Listening to: High Road - Mastodon
  • Watching: Cutthroat Kitchen
  • Playing: KH:r:COM 1.5 HD
  • Eating: Pizza
  • Drinking: Coffee

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AwesomeAria Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey just curious, do you attend Columbia College? My father teaches there and he showed me a drawing on the wall and it looked just like one of yours! Apparently the two artists were competing with their drawings for something xD
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ProjectENDO Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2015  Student Filmographer
that was me yeah

wait

your dad teaches here???

do you live in chicago wtf lets hang out

and yeah me and rowan woodcock were duking it out on the fourth floor board outside the equipment cage
we made a response thread on our tumblrs, you can find the whole fight here
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AwesomeAria Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Haha yeah! It was weird I was like that looks just like this artist I know from DA. I dunno if you know him, his name is Dino Crisanti, he teaches stop motion! 

Yeah hit me up man! 
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ProjectENDO Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2015  Student Filmographer
i dont know if ive met him yet but ill keep an eye out and ask around

do ya go to college too? maybe i seen ya around columbia
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SketchyLemon Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2015  New member Student General Artist
I wish I had your style 😫
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ProjectENDO Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2015  Student Filmographer
ahhhhhh thank you

tbh im rarely happy with my art but as of late ive warmed up to it

but its good to find your own style yanno?

experiment and draw inspo from whatever fickles your tancy, find your way and make somethin unique!
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SketchyLemon Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2015  New member Student General Artist
no problem lol 

I sorta did find my style but... I think it's ugly, af
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ProjectENDO Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2015  Student Filmographer
finding and liking your style takes time and patience. i still am too. just keep at it, dont give up!
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SketchyLemon Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2015  New member Student General Artist
And could you make a base of how you do your sketches lol
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ProjectENDO Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2015  Student Filmographer
well tbh my sketch system is kinda flawed and not all that great but all the sketches i do are posted on my tumblr's art tag
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